I don’t even k ow sometimes. Sometimes I start pulling and don’t notice for a while, I always do in the car while driving, sometime I notice and continue anyways. But I’ve pretty much given up hope. I have permanent bald spots on my head, which are thankfully covered by hair, but I can’t wear my hair down. Ever. It’s hard to feel feminine sometimes when everyone else can wear their hair down and I can’t. I don’t talk about this with anyone, and I just don’t even know what to do now since I’ve done irreparable damage. Hair is such a silly thing in the whole scheme of things but if people knew they would be so judgmental.