I have just discovered TTM and I don’t know how to break this habit. I have no eyelashes at the moment. I’m very ashamed of the way I look because I can’t wear makeup and use some of the makeup other girls wear that are my age. I am extremely stressed I am an A/B student and in one class I have a C and to top it off it’s my Junior year the most important year for colleges. My grandmother and I are really close and she is terminally ill and it’s really taken a blow on me. My high school experience hasn’t been a great one I have no friends practically and it’s really hard to want to be social able but in the back of my mind I know that I look wierd and people know it so they won’t give me a second glance. This all makes me pluck. I just for once want to be normal or seen as acceptable. I will soon have to take senior portraits and pictures I would just like to have my own eyelashes for the pictures. Can someone please help me with my habit and give me some ideas on how to grow back my lashes in a fuller and longer and healthier way? Thank you for reading my rant I might seem dramatic to most but I really feel like I have set myself free dumping this all out.