Dr appointment coming up

Hi, not sure if this has been posted before. I'm new here. I pull hair from my face and pubic area. I'm dreading my annual appointment. I'm in therapy. Cbt therapy and try to talk about the feelings behind my compulsion, but the last time I went to my primary, it wasn't that bad and stated it was razor burn reaction. This time the added stress of losing my dad, sent me over the edge and there's like no hair left. Any support is appreciated, I'm not feeling connected to anyone and dreading the upcoming appointment. Thanks.