New member here...

Hi everyone,
Just wanted to say hi and that I'm new and hope to get a lot out of this forum. I'm 33, married for 10 and a half years and have a 10 and a half month old daughter. I also have Fibromyalgia and take Zoloft and Klonopin. I've been plucking I think since my 20's and I don't remember what triggered it actually. And I know over time its progressed so that now I'm going after my head hair. I used to just do eyebrows and eyelashes. I NEVER though I'd get that far. I'm afraid if I don't do something soon I'll end up with a wig. I don't want that. What's even worse is I've gotten to a point now that I don't want to stop and yet I do, you know what I mean? Trying to not do it for one day is impossible for me. I just HAVE to do it or I go crazy. My alternative is picking my skin which is another problem I have but at least doesn't make me look bald. Anyway I obviously have some issues but I don't know where to go from here. You would think the medication I'm on would help but it doesn't seem to. And I seem to pull when I'm upset but also just when I'm overly excited or bored or just for fun. How does a person cure that?
Anyway sorry for the long post. That's my story, thanks for listening!